november 22 - mangasms

6:30pm

before i let my heart out (exaggerated), there are five things you need to know about me:

1. i don't trust people due to old "friends."
2. i hate wording my feelings.
3. i can't take compliments.
4. i'm very independent.
5. i'm a realist.

at age six to twelve, i changed "boyfriends" like most people change underwear. often times, these poor boys were threatened to get their asses kicked (by me), if they didn't want to be "mine." however, at age twelve, swimming became the love of my life and except for a fling here and there, the mere construct of a relationship was a joke to me. when i quit swimming, grew some boobs and when size 24 jeans finally fit me, guys started paying attention to former athlete-plank, jovana. that's when it all got complicated.

in my early teens, i had a steady boyfriend/s in serbia while sweden was on and off - mostly off. i fell in love for the first time when i was 16. it was amazing, butterflies and all. definitely not worth it though, as the butterflies quickly turned into everything not wanted. at 17, i met my prince charming. he treated me the way every girl would want to be treated. even then, something was missing - my "freedom," our mutual interests and goals. i haven't fallen in love since and i think it's gonna take long time before i do.
hence, all you need to know is that in the past four years i've been alone, but never lonely (and i haven't thought about it twice).

from the fifteen-year-old girl thinking she would get married at 21, to being 21 and not even searching for a partner, much has changed. my priorities have changed, my life has changed, as have i.
yet, one thing goes without saying:
if you want it - go get it.
xo,
jov


day and night,
"go beyond the cover"




Kommentarer
Postat av: pappa

opasnica

2011-11-23 @ 07:49:40
Postat av: mama

Mammas älskling är svårfångad;) Njut av allt som erbjuds och ha aldrig dåligt samvete över sådant som aldrig var meningen ;) Citat Jovana 7 år: " mamma jag har varit singel döööööölänge" Jag " HUR LÄNGE DÅ?"

Jovana " En hel vecka"

2011-11-23 @ 13:00:36
Postat av: mama

Mammas älskling är svårfångad;) Njut av allt som erbjuds och ha aldrig dåligt samvete över sådant som aldrig var meningen ;) Citat Jovana 7 år: " mamma jag har varit singel döööööölänge" Jag " HUR LÄNGE DÅ?"

Jovana " En hel vecka"

2011-11-23 @ 13:00:55
Postat av: Haidi Jakobsson

Hoppas du har haft en trevlig onsdag :)

2011-11-23 @ 18:01:19
URL: http://haidisblog.se

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